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Love him

Even though he’s a little shit

White boxers are adorable, I don’t know why people don’t like them…

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I am evil

This is part of what I did today

Thomas doesn’t even know how to remove half of the stuff I put on his Facebook ha

I offered to take it all off, but he just thinks I’ll put it all back to cat stuff haha

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Thomas fell asleep once again on FaceTime… He’s been like this for over an hour now..

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Fuck I’m good at faking smiles

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Oh look it’s your stash of weed which I found on the 20th April…

Which I then flushed down the toilet

And then I found your tobacco in your bag which I then hid down the end of your bed (can’t remember if that was the same night…)

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My one and only 

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The shirt I’m wearing says “Sew Into You”, cuteness…

I feel like exploding…

This is a beautiful photograph of my mother Joanne

The photograph was for a calendar which contained other women who had also gone through Cancer.

She is absolutely beautiful

I remember going to the test shoot, or maybe it was the real shoot, I’m not sure, it was a couple of years ago

Napoleon Perdis did the makeup himself and the hair and styling as well I think, I got to meet him, he is absolutely lovely, alongside with the expertise of Richard de Chazal

Overall all the women in this calendar looked absolutely beautiful

You’d all be shocked if I showed you one of the ladies who was I think in her seventies or older (not sure), but she looked phenomenal and looked very young

But this is my mother, she was portraying Venus

I love her

She is beautiful

Happy mothers day mum x

(Here is the link to the other photographs, http://www.richarddechazal.com/sirens_cover.html )

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My dream to be a cat came true

Meow

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This is Jaspers definition of walking…

(That smile is ridiculous. He was teasing Patch by throwing his head back and practically laughing at him…)

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Year 12. (Blurred out the other peoples faces just to be nice and to keep their identities hidden)

Why the fuck didn’t people tell me how skinny I was.

No one even asked

People only joked about it

This makes me feel sick

I had no idea…

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I don’t take cute pictures

My sister called me a British school girl, so I’m going to be one

(Bringing out my inner Britishness, with the hint of French, Italian, (and other European-ness) and Australian of coarse…)

The quality of this photo got even worse and I don’t know how that was even possible because it was terrible to begin with…

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New hair

Crap photo, gross face

But whatever, I was half-way through getting ready to go out, so I didn’t bother trying to be cute

Also the only photo that doesn’t show the dark bags under my eyes…

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“I rather to be able to fit my hands around a girls waist… I rather long legs, long hair, brunette, hip bones… pale skin, soft to touch… Skinny but with curves… A girl that will do whatever she wants, eats whatever she wants etc… A girl that isn’t fake”

The list is endless, but that is some of the things Thomas has said to me over the years, and now that I dwell on those things I have begun to realise how much more of a hypocrite he is…

He’s going after girls that don’t match his “criteria”

But I guess it’s nice to know that neither of you fit it and never will

I’m sick of being nice so I’m just going to say it

You’re both (excuse me whilst I say this) “sluts” who think they are “all that”

Who think they’re the “IT” girl

One of you stalk my blog, so yes it’s you

I know what you’ve been up to

No one can hide things from me

I unlike the rest of you have a brain that functions with common sense

Yes this sounds crude and hurtful

But I no longer give a fuck

I find it hilarious that you all think you can get away with such things

You never stopped

So don’t expect me to do nothing about it

You’re both just immature little girls who have to get everything you want, no matter if it’s already someone else’s

(Oh and now that you’re here I’m going to add, I’m not some suicidal masochist, sad girl who has the inability to function, You are)

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My sister is too cute.

Sometimes I feel like I’m the older sister, when really she is twenty-one this year